9/3/08

Not wrote on here for a while.. god life is boring at the moment i need something excitting to come running into my life so i can go and chase it.
love life is shit .. and bloody hell i miss him. Adam that to. is. i didnt think it would be this hard to move on and get in to another relationship etc i dont want that but if i did i no i would find it soo hard. this situation makes me so sad and hes always windin me up about me having boyfriends and what i with boys which is nothing =[ i wish he would stop because its hurtful =[ i miss him, i miss him so much its untrue. i no one day soon he will get a new girl and god im dreading that day i realy am. =[... i can t seam to pick myself up and move on maybe its because i dont want to.
i no that i dont have another chance with him but thats dosnt seam to get through into my head. i miss his hugs , his kisses, his smile =[.
i no i should just pick my self up and stop being stupid but god its hard.
Hes all i need, but he just dosnt want to no,
he makes it alright when hes around.
he is all i think about i thought we could work it out.
Well im off to spain soon for a week and abit,im not even looking forward to it, i should tho its costs a bloddy enough.
i cant afford to go to leeds which im gutted about =[ i have 290 but need that for spain.
im either goin to portugal or ireland for a month in the summer to work which i wanna do but il miss adam. but hmm surpose its gota be done. thats might help me, i hope so.
anywho ive got things to do , =[=[
Lattterrs
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