Wisdom

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

EY I

Im Grraaannnddd =]
Forgetting The Post That Was Wrriten, Lifes Wiicked And I Have A New Job =]
& I Love It , I Think Its Grand.
Love My Daveee =]

Festival =]

Arrrr i had such a great day to day , went to some big festival it was so much fun =]
i met so many new people , i talked to people who i wouldnt have dreamed of talking to
i laughed and drank with people who were like 10 and more years older than me =]
i was bought drinks by stangers =]
The dancers were amamzing =] , and the music was wiicked =]
the artist were wiicked and the whole thing was wicked i just really enjoyed myself it was so good
theres one on 2mos i really wanna go back
well the one next year and my plan is to start at 1pm and leave at 4 am =]
yesss mattteee =] hehe
Im going to leeds for the day for the festival in auguest as well which im excited about and gonna go eearly to try and buy a ticked outside of it =] just for the day tho =]
should be a good laugh
im going camping this year aswell to shell island with mates
and im off to portugal for 3 weeks in the summer which im looking forward to
may find my pedro there haha ;)
i have a job interview soon =] which im excited about
lifes good man =]
just get theese exams over with and get to college =]
i have made a list of ' things to do this summer 08' with some of the most radomist things ever to do on it , and i have to complete them by the end of summer , so thats my challenge , one of them is like planting flowers :s
skinny dipping :s there get even more randommmerr ahah =]
yeahh so life for hussnuss is allllll goooooood =] enjoying it to =]
Peeaacccccccceeeeeeeeeee =]

I'll Be Fine

Im finding the stress a challenge right now, thing just getting on top of me...
Teachers are worrying me ... there surposed to be the grown ups , them worrying is worrying me.
P.e is getting me down , i cant seam to get the flow of blood right in the heart, nor the back bones and vertabre column arr =[
Today has been an ok day, the weather is great at the momemnt im loving it =]
The great weather calls for a water fight 2 mos wooho =]
This weekend hmmm , friday calls for a few releving drinks with my loves
and then rest of the weekend is revising
i cant wait for this to be over...
The things thats getting me at the moment is the fact peeople are counting down the days untill we leave and everytime i hear it , my heart sinks.
i dont want to leave theese people are my world , and 15% of them i probs wont see again ..=[
Moving schools was the best decsion i have ever made but yet the hardest....
I can say for once , im actually happy right now
all i can do is my best and I WILL NOT let anyone or anything get in the way of this... this is what i need and what i seriously want...
Peace
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Today.. May

Well today has been a busy day shopping eveywhere for prom dresses. Today i feel better than yesterday id say not sure why .. i finally bought my dreess after much hunting around ... the one i had my heart set on i could have because my friend bought it before me and we cant wear the same dress...
So atleast my dress is sorted and my shoes... just make up , tan and jewelry and my hair =]
A week and abit and i leave school =[
im sad and dont really want to leave , ill miss it so much , i dont even want to grow up but il have too =[
The thought of college scares me =[ but hopfully the prom will make things better and make me relise ill do anything to keep in contact with the people who have been there for me through so much.
I best crack on with revising 2mos cos well theese exams are close.
Peeeaaacccceee
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9/3/08

Not wrote on here for a while.. god life is boring at the moment i need something excitting to come running into my life so i can go and chase it.
love life is shit .. and bloody hell i miss him. Adam that to. is. i didnt think it would be this hard to move on and get in to another relationship etc i dont want that but if i did i no i would find it soo hard. this situation makes me so sad and hes always windin me up about me having boyfriends and what i with boys which is nothing =[ i wish he would stop because its hurtful =[ i miss him, i miss him so much its untrue. i no one day soon he will get a new girl and god im dreading that day i realy am. =[... i can t seam to pick myself up and move on maybe its because i dont want to.
i no that i dont have another chance with him but thats dosnt seam to get through into my head. i miss his hugs , his kisses, his smile =[.
i no i should just pick my self up and stop being stupid but god its hard.
Hes all i need, but he just dosnt want to no,
he makes it alright when hes around.
he is all i think about i thought we could work it out.
Well im off to spain soon for a week and abit,im not even looking forward to it, i should tho its costs a bloddy enough.
i cant afford to go to leeds which im gutted about =[ i have 290 but need that for spain.
im either goin to portugal or ireland for a month in the summer to work which i wanna do but il miss adam. but hmm surpose its gota be done. thats might help me, i hope so.
anywho ive got things to do , =[=[
Lattterrs
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