wel tomorrow is the big day :(

Tommooorrow well i take the pill and the lil thing inside me dies

i will misscary on wednesday :( im soo scared the amount of pain i am gonaa be in is gna be immencee

my auntie told my mum shes takin me 2 cardiff to see my cousin in uni

but im goin 2 the hopsital to get it all sorted

then it wil be all over

:(

im not gna talk about it with anyone after its all done , and if any one mentions it ill just have to change the convo cos i no ill break down cryin

next time i right on this ill b all alone again

i never felt alone for the past few weeks because i wasnt on my own , i had my baby with me

ive gt a really strong feelin it would have been a boy !!!!!


wel me and my baby are saying goodbye i no this sounds soo stupid but to night will kinda be my last night with it inside me and i no its not properly grown into a baby yet , buts its my baby and im just gna have 2 tel it how sorry i am , i no ..thinkin im a a crazy lady talkin 2 my tummy , but its the only way i feel , even tho it cant hear me , its weird , its just somethin i have to do yano

x