Im so unhappy , im so miserbale i really can not see my self ever feelling happyness agen ,
i feel so sorry for my dad but he had brought it on himself ! he chose the single life and wanted to life that way so yano people tell me i shouldnt feel sorry for him , i no this sounds a we bit silly , but no matter how much sum one hurts me , i can not bring my self to hurt them bak , i hate , hate , hate hurtin people with a passion sso i make sure i dont . i miss him soo much , soo much , i wish he cud see hw much i am hurtin al the damage he has caused and hw he has chnaged my life for the worst but he dusnt no and cant see , maybe because he dosnt want to see but i wish with all my heart he cud see me , the me which is yurnin for a dad to be there for me to tell me life will b ok , to tell me that boys will cum and go they will hurt me , hug me , love me etc but he will neva let go of me , but he wont he wil neva b able to say those words to me! i dream on a another him one hu wud neva , leave me alone to pick up the peices :( i carry the wait of the world on my shoulder

WHY DID HE HAVE TO GO :(


DAUGHTER TO FARTHER :(

I MISS YOU SOO FRIIKIN MUCHH DADDDDY

DAADDY TO HOLE ME THATS WHT I NEEDED


I DONT NO U , BUT I STILL WANT TO .



i sat up last night cryin and i dont no y the hell i was , my life is a complete and utter mess ,



i will finshh later have sum things to say bwt adam the ex :(







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