LIFE DONT MAKE ANY SENCE 2 ME !!!

Got home today sat down at around 5 isshh and did my home ec courswork and it took me 4 frigging hours , 4 hours out of my bloody life to do that :( :( :(
but surpose it for the best soo il just keep doing it until i leave schoool , im couting down the days !

I dont even have time anymore to do this blog so im thinking aboout just canceelinng it , that lad i used 2 go out with always sed to take the piss out of me for doin it as well , made me feel really really stupid . And hes right :(. sooo im thinkin bwt deletin it but on the other hand its like no one ukin reads this and it mine so he can just b quite lol , but dnooo!

I had the weirdest dream last night wel i had loads of dreams , it was like replaying my life it was soo bizzar it really was :s :s . but im weird like that and i read into apositly everything lol soo im reading in to this as wel and tryna figure sum of it out !! lol

God careerr changed yet agen , im not gna b a hair dresser , thinkin lawyer , but definnatly thinkin child phycology hw eva u spell it !

Sum lad added me on bebo and it was the gyal hu he cheated on me withs mate ! :s

I just want to for get about it all , so why are things dragging me back , im feelin so strong at the mo , jusst tryna get good grades at the mo and tryna for get bwt the sitution im in and the ones i was in :s , its over so y are ppl like him addin me , im tired of it i really am , i just wna live my life with no problems frm him or her .

in my eyes i should b forgooton by him , but i dnoo if he has forgoton me yet , tbh i wudnt really mind if he did , im kinda happy now , but just sometimes things drang me back , it like 1 step foraward then being dragged 3 steps back !

but anyhu , im shatted i need sum bloddy sleep!




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