THE 3ND OF SOM3THING SP3CIAL

yesterday was the worse day for me when me and my boyfriend split up , neither of us wanted it 2 happen but it had 2 happen , he loved me but the situation we were in was making him miserable and i loved him that much i would do anything to make him happy al over again even if that ment it would make me unhappy, and its making me miserable right now , i carnt sleep , eat i cant get my mind straight on anything and knowing i have just lost that one thing i have ever truly loved kills me !!!
Me and him had our lives planned 2 gther and i feel no asif thats all gone and im gna have 2 plan out my life all over agen but on my own, i cant see my self being with anyone but him, i really cant i dont want anyone but him and im gonna b single for a long time to come cos i dont wany anyone else!

last nyt was my first nyt alone without him , i could sleep i sat up all nyt in my bed wishing thigs were differnt ,telling myself i will get over him in tym, its been a day and im already feelin the way i do , i dnt wnt 2 feel like this for months to come,he was my holeworld what am i gona do without him !

everytime i get a txt i jump up and hope 2 god its him tellin me he made a mistake but its either a m8 askin if i wana cum out or go out clubin 4 a bit but i dnt wna do all that stuff , he got sum kinda control of me!


i feel asif my heart as been pulled out , im heartbroken but i hope in tym missing him and the pain i am feelling ryt now will fade, but my love for him wil neva fade ,

makes me cry when eva i think about the places he took me and the fings we did the things we talked about,


if i wud have nown that last kiss would have been our last kiss i wud have neva stopped kissing him , if i wud have known the last tym that i held his hand wud have been the last tym i wud neva have let go !


i love him soo much there are no words , i felt complete with him , i felt there was no one else for me he made me fell things i have neva felt in my life!

THIS WAS TRUE LOVE


AND I CANT LET GO OF IT

I MIS HIM


I LOVE HIM


XOXOXOXOOOX